Monday, January 10, 2011

My Darkest Moment

 
 
Thoughts of Suicide
By: Alexis
 
To be without you in the midst of the night
To walk alone longing, my hands held together tight
I look for you in everything that I do
My words even fumble- surely this can't be true
 
The love that loved when eyes were blinded
A single spark between us and the whole room ignited
I miss the smell of your body... true bliss
My lips long to have just one last kiss
 
My love, I am melancholy from head to toe
My biggest regret was when I let you go
Never again will I act with such vanity
Oh my love- THE COMPLETE INSANITY!
 
...Just the other day, my mind took a flight
We were back in each other's embrace and it felt so right
The dream ended in tears and an uncontrollable sob
Nothing hurts like the pain of a lonely heart's throb
 
Days are lasting longer as my mind stays aloof
Dear heart return to my arms and tell me the truth
Say that you will forgive me, let me hold you again
Grab hold of my heart and start to mend
 
Stop this sad ache- give me back my smile
Thank God this break is only a trial
Oh, my cigarettes- what was I on?
A crack binge? An acid trip? What went so wrong?
But, I had to detox you out of my life, so I said ..."so long"
 
....Now is when my heart needs you back
Oh Newport 100's in a box ...not soft pack.